Wednesday, September 30, 2009

WTF?

Some how some way after starting this month off up 1k and plummeting to -2.5k and feeling like poker was going to own my soul again I have turned it around. Honestly I give a large % of the credit to two people; my old coach and my new coach. My old coach for telling me he didnt have the time and being honest with me. My new coach for showing me some leaks in our 1st session and inspiring me to play deep.

I have obviously been running fairly well lately but feel like I am playing alot solider then before. Tommy Angelos series is the nuts. Today I was just in the zone and plan to practice mindfullness before, after and during every session.

The results for the month are roughly break even but it feels great to say those words after where I went mentally. I havent had a drink since Sept 13th too and am going to stay off the drink and bust my fucking ass. It is time I realize the only person in my way is me.

Stay up.

Biggest winner and losers of the month.

Loser

$0.5/$1 No Limit Holdem • 5 Players

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Hero$198.30
CO$251.65
BTN$267.41
SB$91.60
BB$83.10
  • Pre-Flop ($2.75, 5 players)Hero is UTG
  • hA cA
Hero raises to $4, CO calls $4, BTN calls $4, SB raises to $14.50, 1 fold, Hero raises to $32, CO folds, BTN calls $28, SB folds
  • Flop ($86, 2 players)
  • c4 h9 s9
Hero bets $50, BTN calls $50
  • Turn ($186, 2 players)
  • sK
Hero bets $116.05, BTN calls $116.05
  • River ($418.10, 2 players)
  • hJ
  • Final Pot: $418.10
  • BTN shows
  • d9dJ
  • Hero shows
  • hAcA
  • BTN wins $413.35 ( won +$215.30 )
  • SB lost -$14.50
  • Hero lost -$198.05
  • CO lost -$4


Winner

$0.5/$1 No Limit Holdem • 5 Players

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Hero$200
CO$80.62
BTN$225.35
SB$175.64
BB$110.25
  • Pre-Flop ($2.75, 5 players)Hero is UTG
  • dA hA
Hero raises to $4, 1 fold, BTN calls $4, 1 fold, BB calls $3
  • Flop ($15, 3 players)
  • cQ c2 sA
BB checks, Hero bets $8, BTN calls $8, BB folds
  • Turn ($31, 2 players)
  • s3
Hero bets $25, BTN raises to $91.75, Hero raises to $187.75, BTN calls $96
  • River ($406.50, 2 players)
  • sQ
  • Final Pot: $406.50
  • BTN shows
  • c4c5
  • Hero shows
  • dAhA
  • Hero wins $401.75 ( won +$202 )
  • BTN lost -$199.75
  • BB lost -$4

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Struggling

Again. It is insane how I seemingly go up and down with this game every fucking month. This month began like all the others and at some point I began to stress and just meltdown at the tables while playing. I started 3betting too much and generally making bad calls/bluffs in big pots. This will always crush your bottom line obviously. I can whine and tell you i run bad but the fact is there will always be spots where run bad wasnt the issue. Yes cards can crush your soul if you let them but the truth is bad beats aside I am leaking too much money in other areas. Luckily I have found a coach again and will be working to plug them in the months ahead.

Rant aside I decided to write this post to make myself accountable for my lack of proper decision making. I mean what self respecting man who claims to play poker as a means to support his family would allow himself to fail to think through his opponents hand and find a call in these spots?


This guy was 100% vpiper and donked 90%. Sweet river.

$0.5/$1 No Limit Holdem • 6 Players

Generated by weaktight.com.

Hero (UTG)$152.99
UTG+1$207.25
CO$87.25
BTN$110.75
SB$97.70
BB$165.06
  • Pre-Flop ($1.50, 6 players)Hero is UTG
  • d8 c8
Hero raises to $5.50, UTG+1 calls $5.50, 2 folds, SB calls $5, BB calls $4.50
  • Flop ($22, 4 players)
  • h6 d3 c3
SB checks, BB bets $11, Hero calls $11, 1 fold, SB folds
  • Turn ($44, 2 players)
  • s7
BB bets $22, Hero calls $22
  • River ($88, 2 players)
  • d6
BB bets $44, Hero calls $44
  • Final Pot: $176
  • BB shows
  • d4s6
  • Hero shows
  • d8c8
  • BB wins $172.50 ( won +$90 )
  • SB lost -$5.50
  • Hero lost -$82.50
  • UTG+1 lost -$5.50


You might think the flop is gin but really there is like no reason to do anything but call. If I looked at my note I would notice that this guy has donked a PP and gave up in a similar spot thus his turn DB is weighted towards monsters. Not sure if we can fold turn but river seems super fucking easy.

$0.5/$1 No Limit Holdem • 6 Players

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UTG$318.40
Hero (UTG+1)$111.50
CO$221.90
BTN$254.50
SB$196
BB$108.10
  • Pre-Flop ($1.50, 6 players)Hero is UTG+1
  • hK hA
1 fold, Hero raises to $3.50, 2 folds, SB calls $3, BB calls $2.50
  • Flop ($10.50, 3 players)
  • cK h4 h9
SB bets $7.25, BB calls $7.25, Hero calls $7.25
  • Turn ($32.25, 3 players)
  • cT
SB bets $24.12, BB folds, Hero calls $24.12
  • River ($80.49, 2 players)
  • cJ
SB bets $67, Hero calls $67
  • Final Pot: $214.49
  • SB shows
  • s4c4
  • Hero shows
  • hKhA
  • SB wins $210.99 ( won +$109.12 )
  • BB lost -$10.75
  • Hero lost -$101.87


Posting these is cute and all but if I post many more of these in the weeks to follow I will be without a bankroll. Hopefully you wont be seeing anymore from today on.

Lastly I recorded a session in which i generally feel I got pwned and was helpless. If anyone has any time and wants to do a video sweat please let me know.

Hope all is well

Edit for more spew:

In all honesty this might not look terrible but this guys WTSD is 30%

$0.5/$1 No Limit Holdem • 6 Players

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UTG$134.50
UTG+1$232.40
CO$63.23
BTN$103.50
Hero$115.80
BB$140.15
  • Pre-Flop ($1.50, 6 players)Hero is SB
  • h7 d7
1 fold, UTG+1 raises to $3.50, CO calls $3.50, 1 fold, Hero calls $3, 1 fold
  • Flop ($11.50, 3 players)
  • h2 h4 d5
Hero bets $7, UTG+1 calls $7, CO folds
  • Turn ($25.50, 2 players)
  • h5
Hero bets $18, UTG+1 calls $18
  • River ($61.50, 2 players)
  • hK
Hero bets $87.30, UTG+1 calls $87.30
  • Final Pot: $236.10
  • Hero shows
  • h7d7
  • UTG+1 shows
  • c4s4
  • UTG+1 wins $232.60 ( won +$116.80 )
  • Hero lost -$115.80
  • CO lost -$3.50


Why in gods name did I bet the turn? Oh by the way no one ever c/r bluffs all-in at these stakes.

$0.5/$1 No Limit Holdem • 6 Players

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UTG$92.75
UTG+1$216.45
CO$166.50
Hero$131.45
SB$89.40
BB$178.75
  • Pre-Flop ($1.50, 6 players)Hero is BTN
  • dQ cQ
UTG calls $1, 1 fold, CO raises to $6.50, Hero raises to $19, 1 fold, BB calls $18, UTG folds, CO calls $12.50
  • Flop ($58.50, 3 players)
  • c2 hK d2
BB checks, CO checks, Hero checks
  • Turn ($58.50, 3 players)
  • d4
BB checks, CO checks, Hero bets $22, BB folds, CO raises to $147.50, Hero calls $90.45
  • River ($318.45, 2 players)
  • h6
  • Final Pot: $318.45
  • Hero shows
  • dQcQ
  • CO shows
  • d3dK
  • CO wins $314.95 ( won +$148.45 )
  • Hero lost -$131.45
  • BB lost -$19
  • UTG lost -$1