Bad poker with a high variance style vs too many regs=

shit. Wow I just lost my mind for like 5 minutes and then I thought about it and i dont give a fuck. The hardest thing I am struggling to come to grasps with right now is the TAG on TAG crime that is 200NL and above. I was table selecting well but still you will encounter alot of TAGs on every table on FTP at 200NL. Its sick how we all just battle each other too. My problem is that I go overboard at times and just want to re-steal all the time. Anyways i said i would rant so I will show you some of my high variance fun hands of my -7BI session on FTP. Dropped just over 12BIs I think on FTP in my last two session.

Villain is 40/20/5 just crazy. looking back i think the turn is an easy fold even though his AF just keeps going up every street. Pretty much just a weird fucking hand all together imo. At SD I started berating myself and jumping around(can you say emotions creeping in?). I turn my computwer off then ahnd there from now on. Emotions equal quit.

$1/$2 No Limit Holdem
5 players
Converted at weaktight.com


Stacks:

UTG		($200.00)
CO		($200.00)
Hero		($321.90)
SB		($368.25)
BB		($213.90)

Pre-flop: ($3, 5 players) Hero is BTN

BB says "nh", 1 fold, CO raises to $7, Hero calls $7, SB raises to $12, 1 fold, CO calls $5, Hero calls $5

Flop: ($38, 3 players)
SB bets $38, 1 fold, Hero calls $38

Turn: ($114, 2 players)
SB bets $114, Hero calls $114

River: ($342, 2 players)
SB bets $44, Hero calls $44

Final Pot: $430
Hero shows:
SB shows:

SB wins $427 ( won +$219 )
CO lost -$12.00
Hero lost -$208.00


In this hand this villain had 3bet me a little and overall he defended his blinds way too much. His numbers were kinda nitty but I had just lost a stack and was irrational. SERIOUSLY I WAS. Bad fucking poker. What has happened I dont know.In the hand now that I think about it I cant really rep and A can I? Maybe his hand actually, LOL. I like how I played this hand but hate the results. Also this guy was 18/15/3 with a fold BB to steal at 67%. High variance but not terrible.

$1/$2 No Limit Holdem
6 players
Converted at weaktight.com


Stacks:

UTG		($322.80)
UTG+1		($267.00)
Hero		($200.00)
BTN		($80.15)
SB		($321.75)
BB		($355.45)

Pre-flop: ($3, 6 players) Hero is CO

2 folds, Hero raises to $7, 2 folds, BB raises to $24, Hero calls $17

Flop: ($49, 2 players)
BB bets $34, Hero raises to $125, BB goes all-in $331.45, Hero calls $51

Turn: ($556.45, 2 players)

River: ($556.45, 2 players)

Final Pot: $401
Hero shows:
BB shows:

BB wins $553.45 ( won +$198 )
Hero lost -$200.00


Total hands:13497
I am officailly down for the month too. I cant help but look.